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Fifteenth Anniversary

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This day has come again.  For those of you who have been with me for awhile, you probably know that I write a little every year and tend to create something to commemorate this date.  (You can read my previous posts here:  9th Anniversary10th Anniversary,  11th Anniversary , 12th Anniversary13th Anniversary and 14th Anniversary).  Each one of those posts is special to me.  I looked back on them to reflect before sitting down to write this year.  In many ways, I suppose, after reading those you know a lot about me.  The stuff I mostly don’t write about here.  I usually keep my life as a United pilot and my life as a stamper separate….at least here.  But on this anniversary, I find it easier to show how I feel than explain it sometimes.

Jen Timko - With Love (Concord and 9th)For the first time this year, I have actually had a long conversation with my oldest son about my memories of September 11, 2001.  Much of it I have already told you in my posts above.  But he had not heard my story.  It wasn’t as personal to him.  I didn’t want to scare him.  I didn’t want him to worry when I left to fly.  But this year seemed like the time.  Because he has started to learn about it in school.  He has seen the pictures of those planes, my company’s plane, flying into buildings.  He has heard the stories of the heroes of Flight 93.  But he needed to hear my part of the story too.  I also talked with him about my visit to the National 9/11 Memorial and Museum in New York.  I went when I was on a layover and chose to go by myself.  I wanted to take it all in alone before I ever went with others, especially my boys.  The Museum is emotional and heart-breaking and a beautiful tribute.  One of the most moving pieces there is called “Trying to Remember the Color of the Sky on That September Morning” by Spencer Finch. 

img_0111This wall is filled with individual panels all in shades of blue.  Each panel commemorates a person.  Each panel is a memory of a shade of blue since we all remember color differently.img_0116So, as usual, my inspiration is clear.  My pictures of this art pale in comparison to the real piece.  And the theme spoke to me in a way that I cannot explain.  Because I remember the sky when I was flying that day.  It was glorious.  A perfect fall blue.  The perfect day to fly.  And in all that beauty, pure evil went to work.  But evil cannot win.  We must not let it.  Because there is too much beauty.  And even in our sadness, beauty helps us heal.  It helps up move forward.  It helps us find our things in common.

I created my card as a tribute to those things.  The things we, as humans, share.  The appreciation of God’s handiwork, the strength to move forward even after great tragedy, the expression of our feelings in art and music and mostly…and most importantly….love.  I used two sets from Concord and 9th.  The flower seemed perfect and the sentiment was what was in my heart.  I colored using a few shades of blue from Tim Holtz Distress Ink and my Zig Light Gray Pen.  Both seemed right for today.  The blues for the sky.  The gray for the sadness.  Three sequins for the planes that found their mark and one missing for the one that missed because of the heroes aboard.

Thank you for letting me share with you.  Thank you for the support you have always given me when I do.  I’m grateful for the stamping community who seems to understand why it is important for me to create and remember.  I wish you a day filled with love.

 

In memory of:

United 93:  Jason Dahl, LeRoy Homer, Lorraine Bay, Sandra Bradshaw, Wanda Green, CeeCee Lyles, Deborah Welsh

United 175:  Victor Saracini, Michael Horrocks, Robert Fangman, Amy Jarret, Amy King, Kathryn Laborie, Alfred Marchand, Michael Tarrou, Alicia Titus

American 11:  John Ogonowski, Thomas McGuinness, Barbara Arestegui, Jeffrey Collman, Sara Low, Karen Martin, Kathleen Nicosia, Betty Ong, Jean D. Roger, Dianne Snyder, Amy Sweeney

American 77:  Charles Burlingame III, David Charlebois, Michele Heidenberger, Jennifer Lewis, Kenneth Lewis, Renee May

 

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13 Comments

Every September 11th I cherish your blog post. You always have the perfect words and today was no disappointment. Thank you and all the other pilots who work tirelessly every day to shuttle us from city to city, country to country. I have always respected pilots, ground crew, flight attendants, air traffic controls and all the other important positions that relate to our safe travel, BUT, after 911, my respect grew. We often times ‘forget’ that we’re thousands of miles up in the air, protected only by the hands that get us to where we are going – and the grace of God. Your card embraces the feeling we all have. With Love, Jen.

This is such a perfect expression in tribute to this most solemn time of reflection. I’m truly happy that today is also a Sunday, when more people are likely to be seeing broadcasts or posts or seeing symbols of reflection & remembrance in honor of a horrific trauma. Love the soft blues & subtle wash surrounding this blossom … I can “almost” envision you having been working on this beauty!

Thank you for sharing once again with us. That attack is something our country will never forget, as well as so many other countries around the world who have supported us. Terror always creates such sadness for so many families and friends. It is difficult to know there is such hatred in this world. May those who lost their lives rest in peace. May those who have suffered such terrible losses be comforted by the caring of others.

Thanks for you wonderful card post. How appropriate it is!

Beautiful card Jennifer and so beautifully written. I too was working that day on the ground for United and will never forget. The planes were lined up on the ramp and going no where. It was so eerie. My heart goes out to all the victims of that day. It was such a beautiful evening as I was on my walk tonight and looked up to the sky and counted at least 7-8 contrails of planes. It was a beautiful, peaceful sight but my mind was still on 9-11.

Hi! Your card is exquisite! What a beautiful tribute. Your post made me teary eyed again. I haven’t read your previous ones but will do so later after everyone here has gone to bed. My husband works for an airline keeping planes flying safely. We live far away enough that planes overhead don’t make a lot of noise but we are on a path so that when we look up we see them flying regularly over our house. It was eerily quiet those next few days. I have lots of memories but one thing I don’t think I will forget is how incredibly blue the sky was. Thanks for sharing your memories and your touching art piece.

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